Thursday, June 29, 2006
Mistake?
This has been one of the worst months of my life. It's so hard adjusting to the change from being with someone all the time to being by yourself and always feeling alone. Knowing that you weren't good enough and that he was never really my friend but instead was only using me.
How could I be so wrong about someone?Every day that passes I come to realize I really didn't know him at all. I knew he was an actor, but I didn't think he was actually pulling an act on me. Sometimes I feel so stupid for ever believing him, it feels like I'm being punished for doing something wrong. I'm not the one who was caught lying red handed. Ever since then things started going down the crapper. It's like he wants everyone to think that he's this good, honest person and as soon as you find out he's like all the rest, he dumps you because now that you know what kind of person he really is, he can't look you and the eyeand he disappears. It's like, since i'm no longer useful to him, so he acts like I never existed. How do you move on from something like that? Would I have been better never knowing him?
Singleton at 9:55 AM
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
BBW wanted for NSA...
This past weekend I was out with a girlfriend having lunch and I was telling her how I had told a male friend about me not "hanging out" with my ex-best friend anymore. We got to talking a little bit and he asked me if I wanted to have some "fun" with him? Are big girls only good enough to have "fun" with? My girlfriend said no one has ever asked her that but she gets asked out on dates all the time. I have been asked to more orgies, threesomes and affairs than I care to count. Not once has anyone ever asked me out to dinner much less a cup of coffee. Why is that???
Craigslist.org is a good example there are countless of ads, such as BBW wanted for NSA or Cute guy seeks BBW for NSA. I don't understand the reasoning behind it, why are we only good enough for NSA(no strings attached) sex and not a real relationship. Granted if you're looking for a relationship Craiglist is the last place you should look. The website is a total sausage fest.
Is coffee really too much to ask for?
Singleton at 11:33 AM
Monday, June 19, 2006
When can we do more than "Hang out"?
What makes a perosn good enough to date? I hung out with a "friend" for about a year and a half. We were together almost everyday, we went out to dinner, the movies, slept together; We did everything a couple that were dating would do, but we were only "hanging out". He was my best friend, my confedant, my lover and my support. I felt like I could talk to him about anything and everything, which is something I have never done with anyone man before. I have always had a problem with trusting anyone and now I feel stupid for ever believing that I could trust him. What are you suppose to do when someone worthy of dating comes along and you're dumped like a hot coal?
Singleton at 10:39 PM
Dreams of Another Life
"Dreams of Another Life" Singleton at 11:33 AM
Does Packaging really Matter?
Does Packaging really Matter?
There are a lot of people who say, the reason you don’t have a boyfriend is because you’re fat. Could this be true? Could it be that everyone is that shallow? Is there really no one out there willing to get to know the person on the inside? Are we to be seen as easy targets by men who think we’ll be grateful for the attention? Does the outside of a person matter more than the inside?
A few years ago, I was engaged to be married. We had been together for a long time, but he spent most of the time trying to make me change. I was willing to accept and love him just the way he was but he wasn’t willing to do the same for me. Needless to say, it didn’t work out and I had to leave.
Singleton at 10:39 AM
