Friday, July 07, 2006
One Month down...
I always thought that the best way to get over a guy is with another guy. It's what has worked for me in the past: I don't think that is going to work for me this time. So far I have two offers to "get it on" since I stopped seeing the actor. I of course, turned both of them down, I'm not looking to get laid;I want more than that. I'm too old to still be having casual sex.
It's been very difficult to get through just my daily routine because of this situation. Sometimes, like Wednesday, I was having a good day I haven't thought about the actor all day until 2:30 p.m. when sends me a text saying that he was coming back from his vacation that night and that he'll "try" and give me a call Thursday evening. I'm thinking, "what the hell does he want??" Haven't I been through enough emotional turmoil because of him. What, is he not getting his salad tossed, by his new girlfriend,tht he feels the need to call me? I told him I was busy and wouldn't be home. He expects me to be all perky and happy everytime he decides to bless me with a fuvking phone call or visit. I am suppose to pretend that nothing's changed? That I should be happy to hear from him after all that's happened. This weekend I just want to get wasted and forget about the liar.
Singleton at 2:24 PM
1 Comments
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at 4:06 PM
said... wasted daaaaaaaaaaawg!!!! thats what the F i'm talking about trik!
