Wednesday, July 12, 2006
The Healing Process
When the hell is it going to start? So far I have deleted all of his pictures from my home computer. They're not totally gone, I have them stored online. I have also got rid of all his stuff he had at my place and I have deleted all his numbers from my phone. What I really want to do most of all is to stop thinking about him, to get him out his mind.
I have always been a cynical and mistrusting person. I keep asking myself why does it hurt some much, why is it so hard to get over this a-hole!! Why was he different from the rest? Well, first of all here was this beautiful man who was so way out of my league it wasn't even funny, and he wanted to spend time with me. And for the life of me I never knew why. Plus, he was nice to me which was a first. I think the difference was that yes, he fed me a lot of the same lines as the others, but unlike the others I WANTED to believe him. I thought we were really close friends and to be dropped so quickly and easily after a year and a half really hurt. What I really miss the most is the companionship, I use to love when I would come home from work and he was already there waiting for me. It really sucks coming home to an empty apartment.
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